Utterance

MOVED

2007-12-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry kinda of a late post but I've moved.
www.tourniquet87.livejournal.com

I am impulsive

2007-11-19T01:57:00.000+08:00

Bleah exams suck. I'm like sooo lazy to study.. I'd rather watch Ugly Betty Season 2 online... I'm like so addicted to watching shows online.. Gossip Girl rox la...But they didn't really follow the books.. Ah well... Chuck's voice is uber-sexy... Only a Brit guy can have a sexy voice liddat.. Yup.. Ed Westwick (the guy tt plays Chuck) is bRitish and ( i dont noe why this matters but it does..heh) he's my age! hahahha.. Ok But i think Penn Badgley (the guy tt plays Dan) is soooo cuttte.. I've loved him ever since he was on tt tv series 'The Mountain'...heh.

Anyway, my niece Natasha has started wearing glasses.. She looks damn cute la..Like Harry Potter don'cha think?

Tt aside.. i did a very impulsive thing jus now. I went to JP to get food. But then like stoopid rite if i jus go all the way there to buy food then go back... so i tot i jalan jalan and buy baju or something but then all the baju very ugly so i got bored (and desperate and impulsive) and decided to get something pierced. Since 77th street only does ear and nose piercings, i decided to get the latter since i already have like enuf ear holes. Super impulsive rite.. now i have to think of a way to hide my nose stud from the folks over the weekend...Oh and i doubt they'll allow a nose piercing when i go for my teaching experience in June nxt yr.. ah well i still have 1/2 a yr more to worry abt tt... maybe MOE will go liberal and allow teachers with piercings... RIIGGGHT... i'll just have to pretend I'm Indian or Nepalese or something... haha :P

LP ROX MY SOX!!!

2007-11-14T10:40:00.000+08:00

It was Irfan's birthday on Monday. Cooked him meal of nasi goreng and spring rolls. heh.. thank God they tasted gd...:)

Went to the Linkin Park concert yesterday! I could have cried seeing Chester live... hehe.. They were gd!!! BUt alas they didn't play my fave song.. boo hoo.. Nvm.. they still rock... even Irfan who can't really stand them admits tt the concert was gd... :D

Anyway... I soooo better start studying.... My first paper is tmr --- Linguistics.... highly highly annoying subject.. boo.

Looonggg overdue post

2007-11-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

Well well well... Seems like ages since I last updated. I've been busy with school. So many projects and assignments... Bleah.. Haven't been able to do any revison and the exams start like next wk!!! Mati lor...

ok enuf about sch... Shazleen is in the mood to be b-i-t-c-h-y...hehehehhe... Some pppl sooo deserve the be kutuk-ed. I mean I can't believe tt such delusional ppl actually exist. Self - proclaiming themselves as 'hot'... Subtly (sometimes even obviously) dropping hints about their 'attractiveness' and even their grades... Like wth... Thinking tt they look a certain way but in actual fact they don't... Like get a mirror can? ANNND ah the best thing is these delusional ppl actually hang out together...they feed off each other's delusional-ness (if there's such a word...heh) Sigh... ANNDDDD ah wat's with the playing up of one's mixed ancestry ah? You think cool is it? I tell u first ah, super not cool ok? ESPECIALLY if one sure as hell don't look mixed. Sooo pls like STOP IT can? Personally ah if ppl tell me I look Chinese (which i unfortunately get told far too often) I don't exactly see it as a compliment. They're probably trying to imply tt your mata sepet and your hidung penyet which is not good ok. Understand? God... Some ppl soooo need a reality check. -_-

MY BF IS THE SILLIEST & CUTEST EVER!!!! HAH..

2007-10-06T03:12:00.000+08:00

I just ripped Irfan's latest post off his blog...Read pls. Heh..

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21.9.07

You think you know?? You have no idea.....

I decided to do some fun blogging today.. i'm gonna share some things that people (or rather, not many people) know about me.. =)

1. I talk and move about (not sleepwalking) in my sleep (sometimes, but apparently quite alot)

And by move about, I don't exactly mean walk but some stuff which i don't exactly know.. I remembered one occasion whereby my brother told me that i was swinging my bolster pretending to be playing baseball.. haha.. can just imagine how that looks like.. and apparently i told him that i wanna beat up someone, and i threw some punches into thin air.. haha.. and just a fortnight ago, Shaz called me in the middle of the night and asked me where i was.. i was sleeping at home, and apparently i told her that i in the driving circuit, going thru a lesson.. she apparently asked, "At one o'clock in the morning?!" and i replied, "Ya! I'm driving. Don't call me." haha.. that's me..

2. I apparently have a weird sense of taste, esp when it comes to drinks

Let me name a few drinks i like to order at coffee joints and bubble tea shops, and you decide for yourself..

Green Tea Frap,
Cinnamon Ice Blended (with more cinnamon sprinkled on top),
Ice Blended Yam Oreo with/without pearls,
Mixture of Chin-chau and Soya Bean (cold)

I can't go on naming anymore at this moment, but ya, apparently, these drinks are "weird".. I don't know i like them alot.. In the end, my friends and I, decided that my "weird" taste represents me.. I don't think its weird, but I don't know many people who like them either..

the first taste of Irfan you get is different and lights up your senses,
but it leaves such an irritating aftertaste.. HAHA.. I don't find these drinks weird..

3. I'm not playing in any band, as of now

Don't talk about playing in band, I haven't played the guitar in a long long time.. though i'm thinking of making the transition to bass guitar and really get down learning the different techniques of playing the bass..

I miss the sounds of guitars and bass in an-already-claustrophobic-room, with the ear-drum-shattering sounds of the snare and crash of the drums, accompanied, most of the time, by a singer who's out of tune.. haha.. i miss those days..

Hope to start on the bass soon and hopefully discover a whole new sound.. to be honest with you, most of the bass players i knew were not so good at guitars and had to settle with the bass.. i wanna be good at playing bass.. to think of it, the bass has always had an appeal with me.. from Matt Freeman (Rancid) and Mike Dirnt (Greenday) early on, to Flea (RHCP) and Alex Katunich (Dirk Lance - Incubus) during the funk and modern rock switch, to Shavo (SOAD) during my System of A Down stages, and to metal basslines, it has always appealed to me.. i like how a song doesn't sound "full" without the bass.. haha..

4. Most of the time, I have 2 voices in my head

People may call it schizo or something, but seriously, i think it keeps me in check.. one is good irfan, and another is bad irfan.. haha..

5. My "taste" in the opposite sex is quite specific

Let me put it straight on the table.. after much questioning, with my inner-self, i conclude that i have something for fair malay girls.. not exactly chinese looking, but fair..

i think its quite unfair that i eliminate a lot of beautiful darker/tanner skinned malay girls, but ya.. that's my taste..

that's why i got Shazleen.. (;

haha..

the most shocking thing about me

i love metal and hardcore music, but two of my most favourite songs are.......................

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey &

Cool - Gwen Stefani

HAHAHAHA.

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You tell me now, how can i not love this boy? He's so silly & cute & everything...Eeee i so geram.. I just want to pinch his cheeks and hug him...haha... Irfan if you read this, I love you a lot a lot ok.. :D

2007-10-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

Late night escapades with Shy, Andi, Dada & Ili. Starbucks & a pint of "Chubby Hubby" makes my day!! The 24 hr convenience store at Nanyang Exec Centre rox my sox..

Anyway 'Gossip Girl' the series is like so fun.. makes up for the absence of tv in hall.. I so wanna live in NYC and wear pretty pretty clothes :D

HARI RAYA IN A WEEK"S TIME!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYYAYAYY!!!!

I'm such a kid..

:D

2007-09-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

2007-09-22T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hall11 had it's mid autumn festival celebrations on wed. As part of the social sub-comm, we had to help out. The social sub-comm ppl are really nice. Was kinda fun playing with lanterns and sparklers. Some of us even had our own 'karoke' session behind the music booth... hehe 2 songs have been stuck in my head this past week-- Incubus's Love Hurts and Timbaland's Way I Are... Brandon boyd is freaking hawt!!! And somehow I'm kinda looking forward to hitting the clubs to dance once fasting month is over....rahahah...shhh.. my mum will kill me if she finds out :P

Lights

2007-09-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

Yusman drove us through Geylang Serai lastFriday. The lights were so pretty! I so so want to go to the bazaar and get my food!!!!!

Anyways, I got my baju raya back from the tailor and finally took a pic of it. I like it :D haha.. nice?nice? no? :p

As usual, I spent Saturday with Irfan. Don't you think we're beginning to look alike? It's kinda weird actually 'cause our features are so so different but somehow when we take photos nowadays we tend to look the same.. Hmmmm.. maybe it's the way we smile..
Ok I so have to get down to doing my multicultural essay and I have a Critical Perspectives meeting in like 20 min.. Gtg bye.

I'M GONNA SEE LP LIVE!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna see Linkin Park live!!!!! Chester Bennington live!!!!!! YAY!! unfortunately this means tt I'm like $150 poorer. :( At least my baby's going with me..

I was bored.

2007-09-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

2007-09-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Went out with my Irfan yesterday. I don't know why but he just makes me very happy. :D

We both have terrible terrible eyebags ;P

Bumped into Farah at Far East! Haven't seen her in ages :D

2007-09-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

I've been so lazy to update.... hehe...

Danced wednesday night away with Irfan, his ns friends and my NTU friends. Kinda fun yet funny...hahhaha

Anyway, dear Muni came all the way to Boon Lay to visit moi. :D Hung out aroung school before cabbing to Vivo to visit the NAF NAF ppl. Parked ourselves at Starbucks and cam-whored. :P

AND.. Linkin Park is coming to town on 13 NOV!!!!! Ok laugh at me, i don't care.. i like them ok? I also don't care tt it'll be like exam week when they come down 'cause I so have to go because my mum didn't let me go the last time they came to town. I am so buying the $148 ticket. MOE gives me a pay for a reason. :p

We need a mat/minah...haha

2007-08-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

I've been too lazy to blog. Actually ah, I've be too lazy to do anything at all...hahahahaha I just rot away in hall. I'm such a pig. All I do is go to school, eat and sleep. Anyway, I think I'm running out of clothes to wear to school. My cupboard is like freaking full but somehow I always feel like I've nothing new to wear. I hate wearing back the same clothes. I'm just so gay tt way. I have to have like a 2 week gap before I can wear back something. Heh.. It's times like this tt I wish we wore uniforms instead.
That aside, our (me, my roomie & andi) search for a malay guy friend from hall has been unsuccessful. This sux. Hall life seems so freakin' munjen sometimes.Won't it be great if we had a malay guy/girl fren with a car tt could drive us to geylang during puasa to buy food? Sigh.. Must search some more..Ramadan is coming! Yay! FOOD!! ( I'm probably the only idiot tt associates fasting month with more food...:P )

Life sux

2007-08-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

I think it sucks to me sometimes. I hate the fact tt i suck at sports. It's not like I don't try.I just can't seem to play any sport. Sporty ppl intimidate me.It's bloody embarassing. I can't seem to find a cca to join. I'm not gd at anything. It's bloody unfair. Everyone's supposed to be gd at something. I can't play sports, I can't do art, I suck academically,I'm not pretty,I can't play a musical instrument and of late it seems tt I can't sing too. Maybe I'm a born loser.Bleah. Life sucks. I forsee a pessimistic and depressed Shazleen. :(

Shopping!!!

2007-08-20T11:13:00.000+08:00

I bought myself another Betsey Johnson bag yesterday. heh.. couldn't resist the discount of 50%. Too bad this also means I'm now $115 poorer.(not including the other stuff i bought..heh)

Ya so anyway, went to the Zouk flea market with Shy after tt. Surprisingly there were more gd stuff for guys than girls. Saw Channel 8 celebs setting up stalls there too. I bought 3 things altogether.

A Topshop leopard print tube which to my horror was from the Petite range & tagged a UK 4! Thank God i could fit into it.
A dress tt Shy also bought but in maroon.
And my favourite find for the day, the "I love Seth Cohen" tee!! It's so what i want... hahhaa..

Ok now I'm very poor. :(

I want to be Summer

2007-08-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

I felt so so so so so so sad watching this.. I never want The O.C to end :(

My wednesday

2007-08-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

I'm too lazy to type. Shall do a photo entry instead. Fizah & me attempting to mug in the library.

Shy, Ili, Hana & moi.
Roomies

Of school & food.

2007-08-14T08:10:00.000+08:00

So we're into the second week of school already. The assignments are gonna start pouring in. Not gd. I've never been much of a mugger but i think this time i ought to start studying. Heh..
Anyway, I soooo cannot stand my 2 hour English lectures especially the grammar ones. Drab i tell you. 45 minutes in and i K.O already. It doesn't help tt grammar lectures are held early Monday morning. Bleah..
I think I've been eating a little too much while at hall.. heh.. I soooo should start jogging or something.. Last night, Shy, Andi & moi rushed to Cafe by The Quad at 2030 to eat dinner. Thank God it wasn't closed. The food there is goooood & the helping is like a lot ah..but a bit more pricey than the rest of the school. I ate seafood spaghetti . Oh and each of us bought a slice of cake. So together there was chocolate truffle cake, chocolate marble cheese cake & tiramisu cake. YUMMMMM...hahhahaa Luckily we walked back to hall after eating or else i think i would like put on a lot of weight. heh.
On a side note, I signed up for netball for the inter-block games...hahahhahha.. They are so gonna lose with me playing. But i have to collect points mah.. so join lor.. I actually thought of joining scrabble..hehe. And yesterday while looking through the photos of old events on the canteen noticeboard, i realised tt my cousin was in the same hall as me. hehe.. The same cousin who was in Canteen A one table away from me but didn't recognise me at all. Thinking back i also dunno what he was doing there since he already graduated albeit just.
Ok i have nothing to blog already. Goodbye.

2007-08-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy girl today. Bought a dress from River Island and a pair of 'superskinny' (actually just skinny enuf la..) green jeans. :D Oh and today I realised how much Irfan misses me. He actually really really misses me a lot, which i find very cute. Heh.. it's only been a few days after all. Anyway I still need to find a bag for sch tt is pretty yet strong enuf to withstand the weight of my books & laptop. Noe of any?

2007-08-10T10:31:00.000+08:00

are manyhello i cut my hair.. i don't like how the fact tt it's very flat now. Hopefully it wouldn't be so flat after a few washes.. heh..Do i look dumb with the new hair? I myself ain't sure. heh..
Hair aside, on the eve of National Day NIE held its project runway. Each GESL (group endeavours in service learning) group had to design an outfit unique to Singapore. My group did a sort of patchwork sarong. Yusman was a great model with lots of poise & confidence..heh but alas we didn't win. Nevertheless my groupmates are a fun bunch. Here's to a yr ahead together. :D Unfortunately i look like crap in each & every one of the photos below. :(Kuan Yong, Gracelyn & moi Fizah, me & Azrin
GESL BA/BSc Group 6 :D Actually i think there are many ppl missing in this pic..ah well..

Hall Life

2007-08-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

I'm back from hall for the first time. I kinda like staying in hall. Heh.. My room's pretty cosy. It's cool tt my roomate, Shy, and I both happen to buy like black & white bedsheets so our room looks pretty colour-coordinated. Oh my hall canteen is like U.N la.. There are so many Indian nationals, China ppl & ang mohs. They outnumber the locals. heh..

Anyway, went for the NTU Welcome Bash on Monday at the Nanyang Auditorium. The first part was pretty boring because they had like those bands performing. It got better later when the Dbl O DJ started. I think i can only dance when it's dark .. i'm pretty self concious..heh..Anyway, it's odd to see ppl like getting wasted so fast. Some guy even like passed out in the loo and had to be like carried out ah.. All in all it was pretty fun but i was bloody tired. Nearly 'died' in sch the next day..especially since Tue was my long day. I actually have photos but i stupidly left my cable in hall so yeah i can't transfer any pics to the comp.
Played cards yesterday night with Hui Cheng & the guys. I suck at playin cards. Totally forgot how. Mau was like directing me all the way..hahaha..
I'm still deciding wat CCA to join. It's giving me a headache. heh.. ah well tt's all i guess. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!! :P

2007-08-05T10:29:00.000+08:00

School's starting tomorrow. I'm kinda excited yet afraid. I can't wait to get off my arse & actually do something but I'm worried about coping with schoolwork. My timetable is pretty lax. Hopefully I don't get bored.

Speaking of school,I have like no clothes to wear now because most of my clothes are in my hostel room. HEh... My mum says i brought too many over.. I brought over quite a bit of stuff. I'm just so Kiasu..:P Anyway my laptop is arriving tomorrow. Hopefully the delivery man doesn''t get lost in NTU.

I think I'm gonna miss my mummy when I'm in hostel. heh.

2007-08-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

So I've been away for awhile. Had my BABSc Orientation Camp from the 28th-30th. It was actually pretty fun. The haunted house at Nanyang Playhouse was pretty good i admit. We screamed a lot. heh.. Amazing race on the second day was tiring. I felt like an alien in the West. I sooo am not a West-side person. Later tt night, they opened up the gym as though it was a dance floor. My og mates and I danced non-stop till one plus in the morning. So fun!

MY OG -- PAPA SMURF

Anyway, moved some of my stuff into my hostel room today. I'm in Hall 11,BLk 55.It's pretty cosy i think. Not hot at all eventhough there's no aircon. The bus-stop is very near too. Bought my laptop today. It's a red Dell Inspiron. I think school's gonna be ok. :D

2007-07-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Went to Ikea for like probably the third time this week because my mum wanted to go there. Got another cushion for myself. The quilt tt I need is still out of stock. Maybe i should just get the goose feather one. Headed down to Metro and then TM. Searched for sandals to wear to school but I didn't fancy anything.

Anyway, did my module registration:
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The following modules have been registered and ACCEPTED.
** Academic Subjects **
AAE101 Introduction to the Study of Language
AAE104 Exploring the Grammar of English
AAH101 Film as History
AAH102 Biography and History
** Education Studies **
AED102 Educational Psychology I: Theories and Applications for Learning and Teaching
AED105 Critical Perspectives in Education
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I think I've decided to major in History. :D

I hate making choices

2007-07-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today was my first day of orientation. Had to travel all the way to NTU early in the morning because I'm only moving in to my hostel next week. I honestly detest the journey. The train i so packed in the morning tt i end up standing for half of my journey.Oh and NIE is another thing altogether. Is it me or does it seem like i have to climb a lot of stairs and go up a lot of slopes in NIE? Hui Cheng and I had to go up a slope from the 199 bus stop to get to the NIE building but when we finally get to the building we realise tt we had to climb more stairs because we were at Basement 3!I mean which B3 is on top of a slope???!!! Basements are supposed to be underground!! At this rate i better lose weight man..

Anyway today we mainly had talks. Subject talks so tt we can choose our majors & minors (or AS1 & As2 as they call it..) tomorrow. So far Math is totally out since i don't meet the minimum requirement of a C for A level Math or Further Math and even if i were to go for the qualifying test tomorrow, i'll prob fail it. Similarly the sciences are out too. Art is out since i have no portfolio whatsoever, drama is out since I'm bloody self-concious & would prob die if i were asked to act and music is out (kinda of a pity i feel..) because i can't read scores. English Literature is a big no-no since i can't seem to get it at all. Geography i dunno.. it's ok i guess but i think i'd rather not do it. So tt leaves me with just History & English language which is all fine & gd. But here's the problem-- i can't decide among the two which to major in and which to minor in. I have to do a major for 4 yrs & a minor only for 2 yrs. I totally dig history but the thing is tt doesn't mean i do well in it. But the stuff they're covering in yr 3 & 4 seem so fun. How?? I'm stressed.. any suggestions??

2007-07-23T17:30:00.000+08:00

I like shopping at Ikea. I have no idea why.Heh.

Harry Potter!

2007-07-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

I finished reading Potter! Surprisingly I'm not tt sad. Maybe it's cos I love the ending. Ok i should shuddup before all those ppl who aren't done reading kill me. :D

P.S: I think my Hedwig stuffed toy is kinda cute.

2007-07-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

"ACCOMMODATION IN HALL FOR AY2007/08

I am pleased to offer you admission into the Hall of Residence 11 for the academic year 2007/08."

Damn. Not an air-conditioned hall and must take shuttle bus. Hahaha.... Nvm still better than being allocated Hall 1 or something which is freaking old. To think tt I'd be allocated the same hall tt my sis stayed in back when she was in NTU. Hah.

So today i went to Courts and Ikea to buy more stuff for hostel.So many things ah luckily my parents paid.Hehehe..

Things i've already bought:
-pillows
-radio alarm clock (i have trouble waking up..heh)
-ironing board
-iron
-laundry bags
-cooking utensils
-plate
-bowl
-cup
-cutlery
-tupperware
-dishwashing sponge (haha..)
-wastepaper basket
-file organizer thingy

Things i need to buy:
-pails
-flask
-pot/pan
-thumbdrive
-laptop
-toiletries basket
-thingy to hang laundry
-noticeboard pins

I shall go to Daiso soon.. heh Oh i have to wake up early tomorrow to go to NTU. Sux.

HARRY POTTER LEAKED??!!!

2007-07-19T01:23:00.000+08:00

WTF! Apparently the 7th Harry Potter book got leaked online. I went to the link because i was bloody curious. It looks real but i'm so telling myself tt it's not. FUCK. I hope it's fake. I skimmed thru' the webpage. SHIT. I'm praying hard tt when i gte my book on Saturady, it's gonna be different.

2007-07-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

I probably have the silliest fear ever. I fear tt ppl have the same things as me or wear the same clothes as me. Dumb right?I've had tt fear or dislike since like pri sch. Once in pri 3, a friend bought the same sch bag as me. Eventhough my bag was still new & i liked it very much, i just refused to carry it after tt. I dunno why. Everytime i see someone using the same thing as me, i stop using it or use it less. I'm weird i guess. I hate being the same as everyone else.

Nowadays, it so hard to find unique things. Every shop sells similar things & everyone buys the same things. Even expensive things aren't unique anymore. I mean i stepped into an LV boutique once and it was packed as though it was some ordinary store. Furthermore, everyone had something tt was LV on them. Nowadays having something branded doesn't imply tt you're rich. Everyone has it. These days even sales girls have plenty of branded bags. Maybe Singaporeans are just generally affluent. I don't know. But it's boring and sad this way you know. Everyone looks the same and wants the same thing. Probably the only way to assert some uniqueness now is to be a smart shopper. Get cheap nice stuff tt aren't popular to the masses. So very hard to do sometimes, but we try.

Style is probably innate. Many many expensive things ≠ style. A whole closet of Manolos & Proenza Schouler clothes does not make you stylish.If you look like crap, you look like crap. Money can't save you sometimes.

Ok, i don't know why i just blogged all tt... heh..I think i digressed quite a bit from the original point but to delete all tt would just be such a waste... so ya whatever.. Anyway i met Irfan today because he took half day and since we usually cam-whore, here's a pic. I look fugly but i dont know how to photo-shop stuff so heck..hahaha.. ok bye

2007-07-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a funny day. Met up with Khalies and Shafia. They say the funniest things ever. Went to Courts first for Fish&Chips before heading to One Fullerton for Starbucks and Vivo to hang out. Had nasi ayam for dinner at Simpang. I think it didn't taste as gd as it usually does yesterday. All in all i laughed a lot. :D

2007-07-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

I am FAT. My arms are huge & i have a tummy tt resembles tt of a pregnant woman. I better stop lurking around ZARA's kid's dept or else ppl might think I'm buying clothes for a baby. Oh and my dear bf ought to stop his recent habit of rubbing my tummy. He says I'm not fat but I know better.I better stop eating late at night. In addition, my hair i fugly now. I hate it. I want to do somethin about it but my mum says to wait after orientation. Well at least I won't have to pay since my sis gave me the remainder of her Jean Yip package. So what exactly shall i do to my hair? I've permed & rebonded it b4. I just haven't dyed it b4. But every colour seems so common now. I thought of maybe dark red or dark purple streaks but I'm afraid my hair wont match some of my clothes. Yes i'm so gay in tt way. My hair colour needs to match my clothes. Heh.. So maybe i should just not colour it. But then what should i do? Do i keep it short or let it grow? Cut bangs? How?

Paramore

2007-07-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

HMV finally stocked Paramore's latest album, RIOT! heheh... So obviously i bought it. I soooo love Hayley's voice. They're so lucky to have 2 albums out considering tt the bulk of the band is below 20.Anyway it is damn bloody hard to get the CDs i want in Singapore,they only seem to be available in USA. I still want Pierce The Veil's debut album If anybody knows where i can get in S'pore pls do tell moi. :)

2007-07-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

Caught Potter with Irfan today. The movie's ok i guess but not fantastic. The book was better. Speaking of the book i realised many ppl haven't read the book because they were quite a few ppl in theatre who were like "huh? wat's tt? what happen?"..oh and tt includes my dear bf..*rolls eyes* Anyway, I'm more pysched about the 7th Potter book tt's coming out. Dying to know what's gonna happen. That said, i think after tt i'll be going thru' Potter withdrawal.. no more potter books*sob*:( I hope they end the book but fast-forwading to the future. I wanna know who Harry ends up with (i'm still rooting for Ginny..heh) and whether Ron & Hermione get married..hahahaha.. silly i know.. but i'm just curious..

Silly pics from today:

Even when he does silly stuff like this, i still dig him.. :D

2007-07-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

I am officially obsessed with Matthew Grey Gubler a.k.a Dr Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds.

so cute!I'm totally digging the geek look.. hehe.. Oh and his 'mockumentaries' on Youtube are funny too.. :P

which major?

2007-07-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

You scored as History/Anthropology/LiberalArts, You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in History, Anthropology, or related majors (e.g., African and African-American Studies, Chinese, Classics, Cultural Studies, Economics, English, French, Geography, German, Greek, Hebrew, International Studies, Philosophy, Sociology, Women's Studies, or other Liberal Arts majors).
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English/Journalism/Comm

69%

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heh.. the whole history thingy topping the list and math being last was highly expected. But education = 50% ?haha.. to think i'm gonna be a teacher.. ah well..

Paperwork...

2007-07-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

Finally, got my admission package yesterday. So little time so much to do. I hate filling out the paperwork. It gets me stressed. So since i am so kiasu and so afraid of missing any deadline, i filled up everything tt had to be sent to NTU and NIE last night and handed in the forms personally today. Thank God my Dad drove me there because the NTU Student Services Centre turned out to be quite a distance from the NIE Admin building. Had i gone there by myself, i probably had to naik turun many little bukits to get from one building to the other. Anyway, i'm glad i'll be staying on campus because i definitely can't stand commuting from Tampines to Boon Lay everyday.( i swear JB is nearer..) Well, driving around the NTU campus was pretty interesting. I was scrutinizing all the halls. Heh.. Some looked downright old and scary while some looked like condos. So obviously i want the condo-looking ones...hahahhaha.. They cost a bit more but they're just so pretty! AND they're located nearest to NIE so duh... i'm hoping to get them. In a way, i'm pretty psyched about sch.. haha.. all this bumming around is making me fat & bored. Orientation starts on 25 July while lessons formally begin in Aug i think.

Upcoming Events:
Mon, 9 July -- Medical check-up at Raffles Hospital
Fri, 20 July -- NIE Registration
Sat, 21 July -- Signing of TTA
Late July? -- Moving in
28-30 July --BA/BSc Freshmen Orientation

Aside from school, there's the latest Harry Potter movie & book to look forward to! Heh.. I've started re-reading Half-Blood Prince to refresh my memory.. :D I guess this July is gonna be pretty packed..

90s

2007-07-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

I just watched the video 'Candy' by Mandy Moore. Makes me feel like a tween all over again.i totally loved Spice Girls and Backstreet boys back then.In pri sch i had all the pins of each of the Spice Girls on my backpack...hehe.. I guess sorta miss the time when i used to listen to bubblegum pop like tt. I was so like so young.. barely out of pri sch.. now i'm like soo old la.. I hate being 20.. I never wanna grow up. Old ppl have a lot of problems.

well anyway, this is for all of us who grew up in the 1990s and early 2000s.. Classic BSB song.. hehe --> As long as you love me

And this is for.. me.. heh just because this is my all time favourite BSB song..

oh and fyi A.J is my fav.BSB..rahahaha.. i can't believe i said tt.... heh whatever..

2007-07-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'm growing fatter by the minute. All the lazing around is bad. My arse & tummy are growing bigger. By the time school starts i'll prob be like huge la.. This sucks. I should stop eating chocolates & lying down after meals.. heh.. Oh and my eyebags are getting worse..i look like a damn panda.. no thanks to late night tv and chats on the phone with Irfan.. I think i have wrinkles already. Yes at 20 yrs old, yours sincerely has wrinkles forming around her eyes. Damn. And i don't even club. Bleah..
On a better note, I bought the 2007 VANS Warped Tour Compilation. 2 CDS= 50 songs for only $15.95. :D Too bad HMV doesn't sell the Paramore and Pierce the Veil albums. They have the Alesana album though but it's 25 bucks. I rather spend 25 bucks on clothes. Heh..

2007-07-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when i read other ppl's blog i wonder why everyone's life seems so complicated, so full of problems. Gf/Bf problems, school problems, friend problems, family problems e.t.c. My life seems so simple in comparison. Maybe i have problems too but I just don't see them. (*Ponders*) Cannot be la.. maybe i really just don't have any problems now. Maybe i really am in my happy place where everything is finally going right. I may not be the smartest, prettiest girl around and i may not have tt many friends but at least I'm happy. I have a happy family, a loving boyfriend, a few gd friends and I'm university bound (Thank God..heh). What more can i ask for? Heh..

Anyway, after blog-hopping, i realise tt i never want to be one of those girls whose every entry seems to be about the ex-bf. The kind tt never seems to be moving on, still crying over the boy tt prob left her like wayyy long ago. It's just pathetic you know. Posting sad poems, lyrics...i mean one-two entries is fine but every entry?? come on get a grip on yourself man..You can't blame ppl for finding you pathetic. If i ever break up with my bf and turn into one of those girls, i give everyone who reads my blog the permission to hate tag me ok? heh..

2007-06-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

Caught Transformers with Irfan today. It's a very very good show. The special effects are like whoa.. Worth the $9.50 I paid. I find Shia LaBeouf very funny & likeable. Josh Duhamel is damn cute as ever and I have to admit tt Megan Fox is hot. The show is really really good la.. much better than Spiderman 3 & Pirates. Everybody should watch it.

Headed down to Vivo after tt. Bought a top from ZARA and then hung out at the rooftop. I like the view from there. Gd place to lepak..hehe.

After all these years, I still find my Irfan cute. But then again which gf doesn't find their bf cute? hahah.. I love my Irfan very much eventhough he's an ass sometimes....and I'm sure he loves me very much eventhough i'm quite a bitch at times.. rahahahhah... :P

Girls Rock!!

2007-06-28T15:45:00.000+08:00

The frontwoman's voice is damn nice sia..I love girls in bands.

Misery Business By Paramore

Pressure by Paramore

:)

2007-06-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

Only my Irfan would buy Dunkin' Donuts in JB for me in the morning. Heh.. I wanna marry you too my dear.. :D

2007-06-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

My hair is getting uglier by the day. It's not straight anymore which is bad for my kind of hairstyle. Soon, my hair is gonna look like those messy emo kids' hair. Die. I cannot look like tt. I don't wanna a get a "..cher u emo or metal ah cher?" comment again. Oh and i'm getting fatter. I think boredom makes me eat a lot. Today alone me & muni spent $17 plus on food. Wah.. Cialat... Ok Shazleen needs to stop eating and do somethin about her hair.

Avril..

2007-06-21T16:01:00.000+08:00

I just realised I'm a sucker for Avril Lavigne songs. Heh.. I dunno why but I just love them, especially her ballads. They're so sad sometimes. Oh and I think she's hot... rahahahhaha..

Of girls in white blouses and green skirts, and boys dressed in white..

2007-06-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

Caught Fantastic 4 with Irfan yesterday. So so only la... Bought shoes from Topshop & a father's day gift for Irfan's dad. Headed down to Parkway after tt to meet the TK girls for dinner. Finally saw Gladys who has been MIA for quite some time & Grace Khoh who's back from UK for the hols. Went to some place to karaoke after tt. Quite fun especially the part where we all sang Spiceworld. Seriously, Spice Girls & BSB make the best karaoke songs!! hahaha...I think i was laughing more than half of the time. In all, it was a pretty great experience karaoke-ing... Hehe..

Cheryl, me & Char.

Gladys, Grace Chan & Grace Khoh.

Well anyway, today i had a nice talk on MSN with an old friend :) .I still think TK ppl make the best friends. MJ ppl are pretty fake. I should have more meet-ups with my TK friends.

NTU

2007-06-15T10:19:00.000+08:00

Hah! I finally got my letter from MOE.. hehe.. I'm going to NTU! Gonna do BA(Education), my first choice. They took freaking long to send me my letter. Ah well.. at least i got in.. Can u imagine waiting so long and not getting in?? So anyway, I'm most prob gonna stay in the hostel but thing is i can't seem to find anybody to room with. Heh.. Anybody wanna room with me? haha.. No really.. I mean it.. Anybody wanna room with me? If u do msg me or somethin ya? :P

Accessories!!!

2007-06-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

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KL

2007-06-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

Just got back from KL. I think i prefer Singapore. There's hardly anything worth buying in KL. Topshop, Mango, ZARA etc. are all cheaper here. The only thing gd about KL is the food. Heh..Dirt cheap. If only they had A&W and Dunkin Donuts in Singapore..

Here's the view from my hotel room window.
And here's my nieces Natasha & Nadia.

So, I still haven't gotten my letter from NTU. This is taking wayyyyy too long. I better call them up again tomorrow. Ok I wanna sleep now, I'm damn tired. Bye :)

The Waiting Game

2007-06-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

It's annoying waiting this long for a letter. Everybody seems to have gotten a reply from all 3 universities. I still haven't gotten an NTU letter. No acceptance letter & no rejection letter. Like what the hell right. Only Syahrul seems to be having the same plight as me. Maybe it's because we had our interview late but then again it's been more than a week already. Aiya.. Very leceh ah. Called NTU up today who said i ought to be getting a letter from MOE. So I called up MOE which wasn't of much help actually since they told me that i ought to have received a letter and told me to double check with NTU. So i called NTU up again but they told me tt MOE was supposed to send a letter, not them. As you can see, this is giving me a very bad headache. It's so annoying tt they don't know where my letter is, when i'm gonna get it, if i ever get it. Argh..

Today

2007-05-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today in pictures :D

2007-05-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

The interview today went pleasantly enough. Hopefully tt's a gd sign. Heh..
Anyway, I just viewed a clip of Amy Winehouse singing. Her voice is pretty gd nevertheless i find her tattoos & messy hair too distracting. I enjoyed the song better with my eyes closed. Heh.. I think she looks a little like Megg from ANTM Cycle 7.Ok i'm running out of things to say. so gd night :D

Interview

2007-05-23T14:45:00.000+08:00

So, I finally got the letter From MOE regarding my teaching interview yesterday. It's this friday. Thank God. I was beginning to think i wasn't gonna get any reply from the universities. Hopefully, I get accepted into NTU. Heh.. I also hope i get in somewhere in NUS just in case the whole teaching thingy doesn't work out.. But i still prefer teaching. I better hope my interview this friday goes well. Insya Allah. :D

Handbag!!!

2007-05-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

I got a Coach Ergo Signature Small Hobo bag for my birthday!!! I'm like over the moon.. Hehe..

I love my bag.. I shall promise to look after it so tt it won't get dirty or somethin.. heh.. :D

2007-05-19T09:59:00.000+08:00

Met up with Khailes & Iffah yesterday. Watched 'Priceless', my first French show. Pretty funny.Went to Far East & Mc Cafe after tt. The traffic on the way to place from town was horrible! Took like nearly 2 hours to get back to Tampines. Took my car & went for dinner at Simpang. Saw the whole current MJ soccer team. Guessed they must've just finished a match. I think the only thing i miss about Mj is the soccer matches. Other than tt, MJ just sucked. Ah well.. Anyway here are pics from yesterday. I think i like my new hair. :)

Haircut

2007-05-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

I cut my hair again! Heh.. Got bored with my old hair.. I look pretty awful in the pic though.. Ok i need to sleep now. Goodnight.

20th

2007-05-14T21:16:00.000+08:00

So today's my birthday.. hehe. Yes, immature me has turned 20. Rahahaha.. Anyway, spent the day with Irfan:D heh. He surprised me in the morning when I picked him up with a painting of me & a slice of chocolate cake. So sweet..Went for lunch at Fish & Co. Had the seafood platter for two which somehow tasted extra delicious today.
Was supposed to go on a shopping spree but couldn't find anything worth it. Sux when you have $200 to blow away but nothing gd to buy. In the end I only bought a bottom from Daytripper.
(Anyhow, parking at orchard on a weekday is daylight robbery man! The parking charge was $11.30!!! )

Went back to Compass point after tt to collect the Linkin Park album. Yay!!!! It sounds very different but i still like the band. Ate prata at simpang before heading home. All in all i had a great time today. I love my Irfan!!!

Irfan's painting of me.

No Life.

2007-05-08T12:01:00.000+08:00

Is it me or does everybody seem to have something worth blogging about but me? I get bored when i read my blog. I never have anything interesting or anything remotely serious to blog about. It's always just me & my trips to town with Muni or Irfan. Why ah? Maybe my life is just plain boring & uneventful. My mornings are spent either in bed or relief teaching then i just come home & play Sims 2 till I'm bored. Occasionally I'll go out but tt's more like a once a week thing. 7pm onwards is TV time. I'll watch BE STRONG, GEUM SOON! w/o fail everyday. hehe.. Somehow the show makes me want to a vacation to S.Korea. Heh. So yeah I'll watch TV till abt 12 then sleep. My social life is practically non-existent. I mainly just meet Irfan. This is highly depressing. This time of my life is supposed to the most carefree & eventful. No school & hardly any work but yet all I do is play Sims 2 & watch TV. I need to get a life.Bleah.

Ooh La

2007-05-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Went out with Irfan today despite being sick. Heh.. I can't miss a week w/o seeing him. Anyway, went to the Shoes & Bags Sale at Takashimaya. Found the Betsey Johnson bags on sale!!! :D Irfan offered to buy the bag for me as part of my birthday shopping spree although my birthday is still like one & a half weeks away. The bag's the same one that Char has except tt it's black & not white. I like it a lot. Took me ages to find a bag tt i liked. I like it because it's black, it's spacious & wayyy more worth it than those super common Guess bags tt even minahs are carrying.Oh and it feels nice having something from Betsey Johnson. Haha.. ok dumb comment. :P Bought Irfan the Madina Lake CD as an early anniversary present. Can't believe tt it's been three years. Now, I must think of a mother's day gift & another anniversary gift for Irfan.On the whole, I was a very happy sick girl today.

Labah-Labah Man

2007-05-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

Went to town again today since I was too lazy to go to Vivo. Bought a cap for fun. I still can't seem to think of anything specific or find anything tt I want for my birthday. Odd huh. Usually i would have a whole list of stuff tt I'd want.Ah well..
Caught Spiderman 3 at Great World. It was pretty ok. Although the movie wasn't exactly funny i found myself laughing quite a bit. Heh. Some parts were pretty lame i guess..Seeing Peter Parker in emo mode & Topher Grace as a villian is just plain odd. I still think the best part of all the Spiderman movies is James Franco, who in my opinion is f***ing hot! Hehe.. Oh and i think Kirsten Dunst looks like an ang moh ah lian. They should've choosen someone prettier for the part.

Random pics from today:

All in all today was a pretty gd day. Any day spent with Irfan is bound to be gd. :D

:D

2007-04-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

Today started out pretty badly since my shoe strap broke when i just reached City Hall MRT. Damn. I loved those cheapo $9.90 heels of mine.Fortunately the huge BATA store was nearby so I went there to get a pair of shoes. Bought those killer red wedges tt I liked. On sale. Heh. It's pretty high so i was actually afraid to wear it but in the end everything else tt I liked didn't have my size so I ended up buying it anyway.

Took a bus down to Scape to check out the LIME flea market. The organisers should seriously considering holding it at an air conditioned place man. I was sweating buckets. So anyway, the day turnbed out better 'cause I bought something. Yes, for once I actually fulfilled my intention to shop. Heh. Bought 2 blouses & a skirt for $7 altogether!!! I'm not kidding. It was really tt cheap. :)

Me & my crazy shoes.

Cam-whoring.

Headed to Far East after tt where Muni finally got her electric blue heels. Oh and bumped into Farah & Imran. :D Got tired so went to Starbucks where ww had the Mango cheesecake. Was ok la.. I still think Checkers at Hilton Hotel still has the best cheescake in Singapore.

Muni.

Moi & Muni.

All in all today was pretty fun. heh. I miss Muni & the NafNaf ppl.

2007-04-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

These few days were spent relief teaching at the sec sch next to my place. I got assigned to the rowdiest & supposedly notorious 2F. They were initially quite a handful but were not tt bad after a few days. Relief teaching has really been quite an experience. But I must say the part I enjoyed the most is probably marking. hahaha.. You should honestly see what these ppl write.. damn funny! :) Relief teaching sure is wayyyyy easier & less tiring compared to working at NafNaf no matter how bad a class you get. Seriously..

Anyway I still don't have enough clothes!! My mum says i buy a lot but it seems as though I've worn many of my clothes over & over again.. I simply do not have enough!! The sucky thing is tt there's nothing worth it or nice for me to buy. I always go out with the intention to shop for clothes but i always return empty handed. WHY??!! this is so depressing.........

Teh Halia.. Haha

2007-04-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

Watched Wild Hogs yesterday. It was hilarious!!! I highly recommend it! :)

Was supposed to go shopping at town but couldn't find anything I liked. It sux when u have money but can't spend it cause there's nothing gd to buy.. Everything is either too common or not worth it...You know like those "Little Miss" tees.. Like the whole world is wearing it & it's not even cheap!! BORING. Well maybe i'm just a fussy shopper or maybe I'm just cheapskate. Haha.. At least the bf got himself a Vestal wallet. Heh.. It's pretty cool.. It even has a compartment specially for a guitar pick. I would've bought it too if I were a guy.

I love hanging out with Irfan, drinking teh halia & eating wadeh outside Takashimaya.. makes me happy. See, it doesn't take a lot of money to spend quality time with your loved one.. haha.. :P

Rock Star

2007-04-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

You know how everyone has some dream or fantasy tt they will probably never fulfil? I think mine is to be a female vocalist in a rock band! That will be damn cool la..Hahahahh.. I wanna play to huge crowds at Ozzfest or the Warped tour or something like tt..I know,I know laugh your hearts out.. Can't a girl dream??:P
Don't worry I know for sure this dream of mine will never be fulfilled because:
1.I am not that talented
2.I've only performed at school events which aren't a big deal anyway since most of the ppl who join usually shiok sendiri.
3. I live in Singapore. I mean can anyone ever survive being a musician in Singapore?
4. I doubt my parents will approve. Heh

Going back to point number 2, is it me or were there really a lot of shiok sendiri ppl back in MJC? Heheh.. I mean don't you agree tt u see the same group of ppl performing all the time? Like balik balik muka dia aje.. Right? And the worst part is some of them like totally suck ah.. I don't know why nobody ever told them tt.. They perform at every single school event. Seriously. Too much of something is never a gd thing man..

2007-04-15T11:38:00.000+08:00

Irfan & I brought my nieces out yesterday. Went to The Cathay for ice-cream & a movie. They totally ate our share of nachos & coke man.. Sigh.. Irfan, Tasha & Nadia.

Brought them to Marina Square for MacDonalds since the PS branch was too packed.

Tasha
Irfan & the girls again..Heh.. No pics of me cause i looked horrible yesterday :P

I think i spent quite a fraction of my money bringing the girls out yesterday.. Ah well it's a once in awhile thing only & they sure seemed to like Uncle Irfan.. Hahhahahaha.. So weird hearing them call him uncle.. Makes us feel so old..

Naf Naf Fashion Show

2007-04-14T01:26:00.000+08:00

The whole of yesterday was spent helping out at the NafNaf Fashion show. It was tiring but nevertheless enjoyable. I had a great time meeting up with Muni, Jas, Yani , Joey, Jodi, jas etc. The free flow of Hagen Daz ice cream was definitely a plus point. heh :)

Muni, Me & Yani

They made us dress alike.. hehOne of the models.
Muni, Jas & I.

Went up to the 70th floor to the New Asia Bar after the show to check out the view. Mind you it was quite a view. I think if it was daytime i could've seen my house.. hahaha.. Hung around for a short while to come whore only since the crowd was way too old & there were too many ang mohs.. heh.. Definitely decided yesterday tt i will never be an SPG.. never ever if i can help it.. I heart malay boys.. hahah.. really.. especially Irfan! :P

The view from the 70th floor. Muni, Me & Joey.

Us with Elvire.

What I've Done -- LP

2007-04-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

Pretty political don't cha think? Sorta U2- like huh.. Ah well.. They still sound good though just different maybe. Chester still rocks my socks.. hahahah :P

I think my ultimate fave song with political connotations is Zombie by The Cranberries. It's one of the best songs ever & Dolores is probably one of the best frontwomen (if there's such a word..heh..I'm not to sure) ever..

Blah..

2007-04-08T00:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was spent 'town-ing' wih Irfan. Hanging out with him is still the best! He makes me very happy & we laugh a lot. Had coffee at TCC where we cam-whored due to the lovely decor. Heh. I think he looks adorable with is tongue sticking out. hehe..:P

Met up with Muni today to go to the Flee Market at Gas Haus. Bought 2 tops & a pair of retro shades for $18 altogether. :D As usual we went to Vivo after tt. hehe.. Thank God eye candy was working just now. Hahaha.. Had lunch with Joey who was having her lunch break. Bought flip flops at Topshop.

Muni & Joey Muni & I

Chester rox my socks :D

2007-04-04T17:48:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling nostalgic.

This video is just beautiful.. You have to watch it..Really.. I love his voice..

Everyone's gonna think tt it's cheesy tt i like Linkin Park but i don't care. After all these years I still love their music and I think Chester sounds awesome live. I'm one of those ppl who know all the lyrics to their songs... hahahah.. Oh the new album is coming out on my birthday!!!!! :D

One of my fav. LP songs :

That said, I watched Nada Sou Sou with Khalies yeasterday.. I must say it was a very sad movie.. Oddly enough I didn't cry.. I think I'm just weird la.. haha.. But all in all it was a gd show. Go watch it.

2007-04-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Hung out with Charmaine & Cheryl just now. :D

Trying out 'artistic' shots.. Cannot make it ah

Just crazy..

Silly me..

Handphone advertisment sia these two..

Sephia..

3 of us..

Just the two of us..

2007-04-02T10:26:00.000+08:00

Silly you & silly me..

I heart Irfan :P

2007-03-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

I love my silly boyfriend :D

Heh.. anyway the weirdest thing happened the last time i went out with Irfan. Some guy selling children's encyclopedias came up to us and asked if we had any kids.. like ????!!! Then when we said no, he was like ".. are u all married?" I mean seriously do we look like we are married, let alone have kids?? Sheesh.. I bet it was Irfan's work attire. Hehe.. Makes him look like a bapak... Still hot but nevertheless makes him look like a father of one... Hehe.. And besides I look damn childish so ya it had to be Irfan. :P

Moving on, I don't get ppl who try to suck up to other ppl on their blogs. You know those ppl who keep complimenting ppl on ther blogs. E.g.".. OMG you look gorgeous in tt dress..." or "..you & your bf are so sweet.. " or " .. u always look so pretty...". I mean wat the hell man. Wat's up with all tt bootlicking?? Wat purpose does it serve? Oh and most of the time these ppl are lying. Like really lying. Oh god I've seen pics on blogs where ppl look bloody awful or shiok sendiri but ppl still put up comments like " U look great!!" Like wat the fuck?? Damn dumb and annoying...Hate ppl like tt.

My marriage age.. (apparently)

2007-03-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[x] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.

Total: 4

[x] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[ ] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.

Total: 5

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[ ] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.

Total: 4

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is takeout.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[ ] I can type quickly.

Total: 5

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in awhile.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.

Total: 3

Add up all the numbers and get your marriage age.

21??!! Yea rite.. that's like next year.. still to broke too marry.. hahaha.. Not tt i get the link between the Q&A and one's marriage age.

2007-03-25T13:17:00.000+08:00

Watched Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles yesterday. After all these years, Michaelangelo is still my fave. Heh.

Went for lunch at Seoul Garden after tt. They had this deer meat which was to die for. I kept eating the deer meat & nothing else. Hahah...
I think Irfan likes cooking or he just doesn't think tt I can do it properly.

Ok random pic.

I love my Irfan :D

Money...

2007-03-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

I've been spending the week applying for all the financial aid stuff for uni. Very troublesome. I don't like doing it because I have to ask my parents and my siblings how much they earn and stuff which i feel I should not know.

But anyhow, I've realised something. Either my parents are really damn good savers & manage money well or all the ppl out there complaining tt their family has got not enough money for this and for tt are bloody liars. Seriously. Because I just realised tt my dad really doesn't earn much. Really. Probably just a bit more than I do now. And my mum hasn't worked since the seventies or eighties. So all this years we've been surviving on my dad's income alone. And we've been fine. I mean my parents put 2 kids through university on just my dad's income. We've always had enough for everything. I mean my parents are done paying for the house and we have a car. And I have enough to go shopping, like really shop. Yeah we're not rich but we sure ain't poor. So I seriously thing many ppl out there are exaggerating their family's financial situation. For God's sake both parents are working. Even if both earn less than my dad (which is highly unikely) their combined income ought to be way more than mine. And if my family is fine so should theirs. Right? Yes, I have older siblings who earn a lot but they have their own families to support wat.. They give my parents money each month. But my parents use tt money for their hospital bills. Damn it. I hate it when ppl try to make others feel sorry for them. For God's sake, if there's a will there's a way. It's just about managing money and prioritising. Seriously.

I really admire my parents for this. Managing our finances so well. Making sure we always have enough. Really. I love you Mama & Papa. :D ( not tt they'll ever read this.. haha)

Things to do...

2007-03-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

I'm very bored at home. Yet I have lots to do or lots tt i can do.

Things to do:

1. Buy more clothes.
2. Buy a wallet.
3. Drink more water.
4. Watch Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
5. Watch Stomp the Yard.
6. Watch Meet the Robinsons. ( ok.. i not sure of the title.. it's tt cartoon show)
7. Buy a hairdryer.
8. Buy/rent/borrow books.
9. Buy Irfan a wallet.
10. Get a job.

That said. There are many things I should not do or should stop doing. Like I think i should stop painting my nails because I've painted them regularly ever since school ended last Dec and now my nails are gonna turn yellow. But I just love seeing them in black. Heh. Yes tt's the only colour I paint them. Oh and i should stop peeling my nails too. I ought to cut down on the chocolates too.. I think i've eaten too much of them recently. And I should stop going to Vivo. Hehe.. Ok I wanna watch tv now.

2007-03-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with Muni yeasterday at FAr East and Vivo. I only bought a cardigan which is good news for my wallet but bad news for me because this means I still have not enough clothes. heh. Ate ice-cream from Haagen Daz Which was delish. (thanks for the treat Muni :D)

Spent today doing my SMU application. Can't wait to watch American Idol later!!!!! :)

Missing work

2007-03-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

I can't believe tt I'm already missing work.. It's only been a day since i quit. I'm so so so so bored. I miss Muni & gang. I miss the silly things we used to do at work --hiding behind the counter to eat, trying on clothes, cam-whoring and of course oggling eye candy. Heh. I miss the last one the most. Rahahahahhaha :P Speaking of eye candy, the eye candy took leave on my last week at work. How suay is tt.. Never even get to see long long for the last time.. Boo hoo.

Anyway,what am I gonna do now.. I wanna take up relief teaching but like a bit too late already leh.. Aiya..Leceh ah...

Going shopping with Muni tomorrow! Yay! To Vivo we go.. Actually ah we going town to shop first then we going Vivo to erm..sightsee. Ya.. Nice view mah.. :P Ok now i must crack my brains to thing of what to wear. I'm running out of clothes. sux man.

My Celebrity Look-alikes...hahaha.. funny sia

2007-03-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

I think this is funny..

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

2007-03-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

Celebrated my sister's 33rd birthday at Amirah's Grill just now. Although it was a buffet, I didn't eat tt much. Dunno why.

My parents
My nieces Tasha & me

My nephew, Adam. So cuteeee.. I so geram.

Anyway, went to Vivo after tt ( yes Vivo again...heh) for tt M.A.C Barbie doll thingy. Bought lipgloss, blusher & eyeshadow which unfortuantely made me $84 poorer. Did the complimentary makeover but i think i look funny so no pics :P

Met Irfan for dinner in the evening. :D

We look very young in these pictures i think.

Well, it's gonna be my last day working. I'm gonna miss Vivo. For obvious reasons. :P

2007-03-17T11:04:00.000+08:00

I"m running out of clothes to wear....... Tt sux. I haven't been shopping.. I realised tt instead of spending more, I'm becoming more cheapskate ever since I started working. I've not bought anything tt costs over twenty bucks with the exception of my 2 pairs of jeans which by most standards are quite cheap as wel... why ah? I badly need new clothes. oh and my mum didnt let me buy those empire tees form topshop & mango cause she says they look like maternity clothes and i will forever regret buying them. Thanks Mum. (*rolls eyes*)

2007-03-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 yrs and 10 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe.. I miss my Irfan.. Nvm.. i'll be free to spend all my time with him next week onwards........

Anyway, Muni came to meet me for lunch today. Heh.. and we both actually wore vests... hahahha. Went to ZARA and impulsively bought a top. Thank God it's only $16.90. I miss Muni, Jas, Jodi & all... But I sure as hell don't miss Raffles. Vivo rox my socks.. Hehe Muni MeWe have the same shoes!!

2007-03-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

I just realised tt all my entries are about trivial things. About work, shopping, music & boys. Why eh? Somehow everyone else has more interesting or important things to blog about. I guess my life just ain't tt complicated. But tt's gd rite? Heh..

Anyway, picked Irfan up at City Hall today. We were supposed to go to Simei for dinner after tt but I didn't know how to turn back to the ECP so we drove forward towards Vivo. haha.. Ate at Secret Recipe. Food was not bad. Heh.. It's funny how i end up at Vivo even on my off days. Hahahah..No i swear it's not to sneak a peek at the eye candy. Rahahahah...Ok i'm nuts.. I love standing by the sea at Vivo especially when i lunch alone. Very calm. Gives me a good opportunity to reflect.

I look dumb driving.. heh

I love Irfan & his new hair!! No more bapak.... :P

Boo Hoo

2007-03-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

Worked at Raffles today to cover for Yani who was on m.c. Raffles is bloody boring. Really. Few ppl go there to shop and I'm sick of the fod there already. Furthermore, there's no eye candy. Well, the G2000 guys does't count anymore 'cause he's unfriendly & has a Pokemon name like Ash. Haha.. Can't wait to be back at Vivo tomorrow. Heh.

Well, this week's gonna be my last week at NafNaf. I'm both happy and sad. Happy tt i won't have to wake up early every morning. Happy tt i'll have all the time in the world to watch TV & use the comp. Happy tt i can finally concentrate on my uni applications. But i'm sad tt i'll miss my colleagues. Sad tt i'll no longer be able to use a cash register (haha..so jakun rite?) . Sad tt i can't chope all the new stock tt arrives. Sad tt i no longer can see my eye candy. Tt's extra sad man. Since the eye candy is barely an acquaintance, there's a high possibility tt i will never ever see the eye candy again for the rest of my life. Tt is utterly devastating & depressing. Ok i shall oogle eye candy sepuas hati before i say byebye for gd on the 18th. So sad........:( Wat are the chances tt the eye candy will be a friend by the end of the week? Zilch. Zero. Kosong. I think within a few weeks time or a month i think the eye candy will forget tt i even existed. Boo hoo. Oh it's not like i can just drop by Vivo to see the eye candy 'cause the eye candy is probably going back to school or somethin & wouldn't work there like forever. This sux. I'm gonna miss everybody... Everyone whom i've met over these few months tt i've worked at NafNaf (with the exception of one irritating person of course.. Heh.. ). Ok i think i'm thinking too much. I'm very sad now. I think i shall go sleep.:(

Random post

2007-03-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

Went for the NUS & NTU open house today. Nothing gd at NUS except for these really really pretty cupcakes. Haha.. I think i wanna go NTU. Dunno why. Just got tt feeling. Haha..

Went for Hana's BBQ at night. HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAY HANA!!! :DSomehow Irfan got cut out of the pic & everyone has a red eye. Heh.. One thing i learnt from the BBQ is tt 8 yr olds nowadays know a lot.. Way moree than they need to. Heh.Anyway Irfan look cute with his new hair. I like. :D

Boy crazy

2007-03-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

Work was fun today cause Elvire was hardly around. We could packet food and eat in the store room instead of going for lunch alone.Yay!

I think Muni & I were damn high today. I think we found every single excuse there was to get out of the shop & walk pass Nike. Oh and every single excuse to stand in the middle of the shop to get a clear view.. View of wat? Hehe.. That's for me to know & for you to find out. I think we were acting like silly infatuated 14 yr olds the whole day. Dumb but quite fun.. haha I hope nobody noticed. (Yeah right.. I think they all did.) For some reason ( ok i actually know why.. :P) i feel like going to Vivo even on my off days. Haha... maybe i shall go there tomorrow.. heh.

Oh anyway the G2000 guy we all thought was cute at Raffles was at Vivo today. With the girlfriend. Who was indeed a little chubby. The big curly hair kind who step jambu. Oh and he seemed very unfriendly so he is officially no longer an eye candy. hah.. Nike boy (boys..in Muni's case) seems much more friendly & therefore is a worthy eye candy. Haha..

I wonder whether guys gush over girls the way we girls gush over them. I think the last time anyone had a crush on me was like 3 yrs ago and I think tt was Irfan. Haha... How sad...

Ok i think i'm talkin too much about eye candy. Aiya.. I'm just very buruk when i'm like this.. Bear with it. Haha.. Don't worry I still love my Irfan very very very very much. My bf is still the best. :D

2007-03-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today I am clearly reminded of why i just love working at Vivo.. Hehe.. More friends, more space & wayyyyy more EYE CANDY!!!! Hahaha.. I sound like a maniac. So cute.... can die.. :P Makes work much much more bearable..NIKE ROX!! haha..

2007-03-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

I just applied to NUS. Realised tt they didn't have my MT results and my PW results were inaccurate. Must send them my results thru snail mail. Thank God i checked early because they still want the snail mail stuff by 1 April. So leceh. I better get the NTU one done by tomorrow just in case. I'm stressed. I prefer handwritten application forms.

2007-03-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

Work was kinda fun today. Maybe 'cause there were 5 of us so we had little to do. Heh.. Went to Bugis Street with Muni during lunch to get Yani & Jodi their jelly shoes.Spent much of the day oogling the cute G2000 guy only to find out he's like 17 or 18. Haha... Isn't it sad tt we all only find one guy in Raffles City Shopping Centre cute? haha... Vivo was way better... : p Speaking of vivo i'm working there this week. Woohoo!! I'm bored of Raffles City. I look spastic.

Can't wait to meet Irfan tomorrow! :D

2007-03-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

Eh i honestly feel some ppl are just plain ungrateful. Getting fucking upset abt getting a b & not an a. Honestly, u should be grateful tt u cleared your exams & with pretty decent grades. There are others out there who didn't make it. Why wallow in misery saying u should have gotten this & u should have gotten tt. Rubbish. I believe tt deep down, all of us know truly how much effort we put in. Whatever effort u put in should be reflected in your results. Stop saying tt so-so got this grade so u ought to do better. So-so may not have been the brightest or most hardworking person around but so-so deserves tt b as much as u do. Maybe so-so just studied more this time around. We all deserved what we got. Sheesh.

Anyway, I'm glad i passed. Yes i know my CCD B3 aren't fantastic results but i'm fine with it. I didn't put in as much effort as everyone else so wat i got is wat i deserve. I think i played The Sims 2 more than i studied. :P Ah well, I got FFF C5 for J2 mid yr & OOF C5 for pre-lims so at least i improved..haha. Yes i know.. me & my very low expectations. That said, i was prob considered a goner by Mr Chua & Violet, so i think a C is ok. And my B3 for GP is alrite as well.The only thing i wished i could've done better was math. But then again i knew i screwed my statistics section. Damn confidence intervals. Haha.. All in all i'm grateful. Grateful to have passed the a's with no o's..haha.. and especially grateful to be out of MJC.. I hate the school :P Now i'm gonna have a headache deciding wat i'm gonna do.. FASS or NTU/NIE? Hmmm...

2007-03-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

Ok. So i got my A Level results. It was not gd but not bad. Heh.. Considering the fact tt i played The Sims 2 every night during the exam period, it's not tt bad. But then again i know of many ppl who would cry over my results. That said, i'm not one of those ppl. I have very very low expectations. Haha.. I think my grades can squeeze me into some faculty in NTU or NUS which is gd enough for me. Speaking of universities, i'm anti-SMU. Too much hype. And i don't like the kind of ppl tt go there.

Anyway, met Irfan for dinner just now. Ate at Bedok Corner which was cheap & gd. I love spending time with my Irfan. :D

I love you Irfan . <3

2007-03-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

I'm scared. I hate this kind of feeling. The anticipation is killing me. Thank God for American Idol. If not i'd spend the whole night thinking of tmr. Let it pls be gd news or at least not tt bad news.

P.S: To everyone like me, all the best for tmr. :)

My obssession..

2007-03-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

They finally sent me my driving licence. I don't look like me in it. Ah well, at least i don't look dumb.

Anyways, i think i'm obssessed with guys tt look a certain way. Emo looking guys. No not the stupid poser Paul Twohill kind. The Know Margaret kind. Unfortunately i don't know any. haha.. Funny thing is my bf looks nothing like tt but i still find him cute & love him very very much. Maybe it's just a phase. I'm in my 'emo-boy-loving' phase. Oh and i also have this sudden attraction or obsession with skulls. Haha. I'm crazy.

And i've stopped smiling in my pics. hahahah. Ok. Highly redundant. :P

The day tt i die..

2007-02-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

Friday, 2 March is the day. F***. I'm starting to panic. I'm really not looking forward to getting my results. I don't wanna do badly.. Argh.. I hate this. I hope nobody asks me what i get. Which is highly unlikely. But still.. I feel like hiding in a corner with my result slip until everybody goes home.heh. Maybe i shall try to distract myself by thinking of wat to wear...hahahah..damn bimbo rite. But no. I need a good distraction from the impending mess. I will wear jeans cause they'll make us sit on the floor & the MJ hall is very cold. Bleah I'm still thinking about my results. This sux. Something or someone pls distract me. If only a million emo Italian boys could fly down to Singapore & distract me. Heh.

EQ & Indie

2007-02-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Are 59% Indie

You're pretty indie, but you don't make a fuss letting everyone know.
You just do what you like. You enjoy many types of things - from trendy to bizarre.

How Indie Are You?

2007-02-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

Met Irfan after work today.Due to the Chingay Parade we couldn't go to Orchard to shop.:( Too crowded. So we had dinner at Manhattan Fish Market at PS. Food was ok but i think i prefer Fish & Co.Went to Starbucks for a drink & a fag after.
I love spending time with the bf. It always makes my day. :D

2007-02-22T11:21:00.000+08:00

So cute right?! hehe.. They sound good too. At this moment, I'm loving Italian bands & boys. :P Hehe..
www.myspace.com/knowmargaret

2007-02-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

So.. i havent been updating.. been sick.. it sux being sick & still having to work. Bleah.. School was better.

I look crappy when i'm sick.Anyway this is Jodi my colleague. :D Funky hair.

Ok i dunno wat to blog abt already. haha just tt I love my Irfan a lot a lot. hahahaha.. :P

2007-02-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

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So amusing right? Some band from California, USA left a message on my Myspace profile saying tt i looked familiar & whether i was at their last show.. hahahahahah.. hello i'm like halfway across the world & i've never even been to USA. hahaha... Too bad, the guys in the band were cute though. :P

Watched Epic Movie with Irfan today. Dumb but funny... haha i like.